Dear member of Ascension Now, you are all entering the final stages of becoming Christed beings. As you know, results that are immediate are impossible due to the fact that the work you have been doing has to filter down through the four lower bodies until you see physical proof of your quickening. But if you could only see that Christ energy flowing through your unseen bodies making parts of you that are hidden blossom! From my perspective I see the energy reaching the outer edges of your consciousness begging to be brought forth. There is also a saying that it is darkest before dawn and I will now tell you why that is so.

When the dawn arrives the reality then pushing to the surface was in a ratio of high percentage in the unseen. This causes a divide between your unseen self and the seen self and this isolation causes the distress of the dark night. The energy breaks through when you recognize that who you thought you were is in conflict with who you are becoming. In an act of surrender the energy finally breaks through the veil and enraptures you in the knowledge of your new self. However this is not a newer self per se but a more real self.

I will now attempt to illustrate what it feels like to die the death of ego. Let’s say you have a favorite movie and you like to constantly reenact scenes with your friends until you live out those scenes daily. You and all your friends have done this for many years and forget that you are reenacting and become those characters. The reason you did this is because the personality of the characters were appealing to you. One day you realize that this character you have been playing is very shallow and limited and the desire to break out of the mould propels you to question who you are. You confront your friends and tell them you feel that you are more than this character and that you want to know who you are. Your friends laugh at you and think you are crazy… “of course you are this character” they say.

On top of this you realize that the place you have been living is only a mass stage prop and everyone around has forgotten they are reenacting a movie. Just then an outsider comes to you and tells you “don’t you know this isn’t real? Don’t you know you’ve been putting on an act?” At that moment you have an epiphany and make your way outside the film studio. Outside you see your real family and they welcome you with open arms. “Did you have fun at the movies playing your role?” they say. You look at them and say “yes I had fun, but I am glad to come back home and live my life now”. Your father comes to you and explains that he has put aside money for you and bought you a mansion to live in. You look back at the raggedy film studio and laugh at the fact that you were hesitant to leave it at first and then return your gaze at your family and without a second of hesitation hop in the car and drive home. It may have been interesting to play a movie character but you realize that you are much more complex and can’t be reduced to a single outer character in a movie in which you fatalistically follow the script for better or worse.

So you see the only thing that dies is a lie, an illusion. The slayer of that illusion is the realization of the lie. Just as thinking you are a video game character and then after the game is over or you die, you realize you are really the person holding the controller. Video games can teach you very much about ego death. Especially, role-playing games. In these games you create a pseudo identity and go on quests and have adventures but you don’t die when that character dies. You absorb the experience and if the character dies you create a new one with a different character. The point is that your current egos are as shallow in comparison as a video game identity compared to your current identity. Your outer ego may contain some attractive traits and likes or dislikes, but the point is that it is infinitely shallow to who you really are. You are so sophisticated in reality that the ego can only be viewed as shallow and without substance… a mere tip of the iceburg of who you are. So when you let that self be dissolved by reaching higher and increasing your vibration, then you expand your consciousness. Each time you expand your consciousness and raise your vibration the ego dies a little until one day you wake up feeling different. You cross the threshold where you are aware of your transformation and embrace it making it quicken rapidly until you ascend to your true identity.

So in this dark night of Ascension Now, it is my pleasure to offer you a dispensation to increase the process. If you do my resurrection decree 9x along with meditation on me afterwards for at least 30 minutes or longer, I will gradually quicken you all and guide you personally as you meditate on me. Do not look for a member to give you a message from me. Commune with me in meditation and you will be guided to what you need to personally do or surrender to make the quickening as efficient as possible. Always remember though that I can do nothing against your free will. So I will be telling you what you may be doing to block the quickening from being at its most efficient potency. After the meditation, it would be wise to discuss your experiences or see if I want to discourse through any of you. Until I meet you in silence, hold the vision that if things seem to be a little off or you’re are frustrated or moody than this is a good sign! Welcome it with excitement and let it propel you into Christhood. Too many give up before a break-through happens and they neutralize it. Be at peace in your negativity or moodiness, don’t suppress it but don’t take it too serious as well. Find the middle way.

Prepare yourselves for Eternal Life.